Yes or no. Are we doing this or aren’t we? Is this happening or not?
I can handle an answer I don’t particularly like. What is much harder for me is ambiguity. The unanswered question. The thing hanging out there with no resolution. The situation where I have done what I can do and now the next move belongs to someone else.
That is when my mind wants to get involved.
It starts circling the problem as if thinking about it one more time might somehow produce new information. Maybe if I replay the conversation. Maybe if I look at it from another angle. Maybe if I think through every possible outcome, I will finally land on certainty.
Of course, that isn’t how uncertainty works.
I have noticed this in relationships. I have noticed it with work. I notice it as a parent when there are things my son needs to do and I would personally feel much better if they were already done. I notice it anytime something matters to me but the outcome isn’t completely mine to control.
My brain just wants a clear answer so I can let it go.
I would imagine I am not the only one.
When Uncertainty Takes Over
There is something about unanswered questions and uncertainty that can keep swirling until they become so big they swallow any logical part of you. What started as one small unknown suddenly has twelve possible meanings, several imagined outcomes and far more of your attention than it ever deserved.
What I am learning is not how to eliminate uncertainty. I don’t think that is possible. I am learning how not to disappear into it. That distinction feels important.
Because so much of life is outside of our control. We can’t control how another person communicates. We can’t make someone make a decision. We can’t control what our kids do, how someone feels about us, whether another person follows through, or exactly how something we care about is going to turn out.
And no amount of thinking changes that.
It’s probably worth saying again: we can’t control or change other people just because their behavior doesn’t make sense to us. Someone else can’t simply change your thinking or your actions because their way seems more rational to them either.
We don’t get to control other people or the way the world spins around us. But that doesn’t mean we are powerless.
The Things We Can Actually Change
We can choose where we go, what we do, who we spend time with and what we are willing to put up with.
Change any of those levers and your life changes.
That is the part I keep coming back to.
I may not be able to get the answer I want when I want it, but I can decide how long I am willing to wait for it. I can ask clearly for what I need. I can decide whether someone’s communication style works for me. I can stop participating in something that leaves me constantly confused. I can move closer to people who feel honest, easy and reciprocal. I can put my attention somewhere else.
I can make decisions based on the information I actually have instead of waiting endlessly for the information I wish I had.
There is a surprising amount of peace in all of that.
I used to believe peace would come when everything was settled. When the answer arrived. When everyone did what they said they were going to do. When the situation finally made sense.
Now I think peace may have a lot more to do with trusting myself while things are still unsettled.
Trusting that everything usually does work out, even if it doesn’t work out exactly the way I hoped. Trusting that I can handle disappointment. Trusting that if something isn’t right for me, I will eventually see it. Trusting that I don’t have to chase every unanswered question all the way down the rabbit hole.
My job is to pay attention, follow the nudges, stay out of the rabbit hole as much as possible and enjoy the journey while it is happening.
Living With My Eyes Open
I am also learning to live with my eyes a little wider open.
Self-accountability matters enormously to me. I want to look at how I am showing up before I spend too much time criticizing how someone else is showing up. Am I communicating clearly? Am I saying what I actually need? Am I being fair? Am I acting in a way I feel proud of?
If my conscience is clear, then I can look outward and simply pay attention. I can trust with a watchful eye. Not suspiciously. Not waiting for someone to disappoint me. Just noticing.
Do their words and actions line up? Does the relationship feel mutual? Do I feel lighter when I am around them or heavier? Is there laughter? Do I find myself constantly explaining their behavior to myself? Do I feel like I can relax and be who I am?
When the energy feels good and the actions feel intentional, I can pull those people closer and open the door a little wider.
And when the energy feels heavy, the stories continually leave me scratching my head and the laughter is missing, I am getting much more comfortable letting the door swing the other way.
That doesn’t make someone bad. Sometimes people simply need to be set free to keep learning, exploring and discovering somewhere else.
I would expect someone else to make that same decision about me if my actions aren’t lining up with the things that are important to them.
I Am Not For Everyone
I can be hard. I can be moody. I can be funny. I can be helpful. I can be all sorts of things. What I am will not be right for every person, and that is okay.
Maybe that is part of what it means to really know yourself.
Not believing everyone will choose you and not needing them to.
Knowing who you are, paying attention to who other people are, and letting both of those things be true.
I still don’t love uncertainty. I still like answers. I still occasionally catch my brain trying to solve something it has absolutely no power to solve.
But I am getting better at noticing when it happens and maybe that is the goal.
Not to know exactly what is going to happen. Not to finally become comfortable with every unanswered question. Not to control every outcome.
Just to live with your eyes open to yourself first, and then to everything around you and trust yourself to make a choice when there is a choice to make.
“Less Noise. More You.”
If you’re stuck circling the same question, decision or situation, sometimes it helps to have someone else see what you can’t.
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A gentle note from me
Everything I share here comes from my own lived experience and the work I am actively doing in my own life. This space is for reflection, encouragement, and gentle practice — it is not therapy, medical advice, or a substitute for professional mental health care. If something in this post lands heavier than you expected, or surfaces something that feels bigger than a tender moment, please reach out to a licensed therapist, counselor, or trusted healthcare provider. Coaching is a beautiful complement to that kind of support, never a replacement for it. Other content you may enjoy:
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Hi! I’m Sandra
I help women whose lives look good on the outside but no longer feel like their own start choosing themselves again.
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