How To Trust Yourself
Even When Doubt is Loud
The loop of overthinking, second-guessing, and decision fatigue is not always confusion.
The knowing came before you searched Google. Before you asked Reddit. Before you texted your friend at 9pm with "okay but what would YOU do."
Before you asked you already knew what you wanted to hear or what felt right for you.
You knew.
And then you talked yourself out of it.
You think you can't make a decision, but that's just the result of outsourcing your own wants and desires to the people around you for a long time. It has felt safer to be approved of than to trust yourself. Yet putting your trust in others left you with disjointed ideas, you ended up places you didn't really want to go, and probably have clothes hanging in your closet unworn from that shopping trip where you trusted someone else's opinion over your own.
I learned the hard way that my own decision is always the best decision. Not necessarily the right decision, but the one I could live with easier than feeling upset at someone else and angry with myself for not trusting my gut.
The feeling in your body is the difference between knowing and doubting
The Overthinking Loop Isn't Confusion. It's a Learned Behavior.
When you go back and forth on a decision and look to others to help you decide, you give up on your own beliefs. You've officially outsourced your self-trust to whoever is around to make a choice for you. It feels like you can't make a decision on your own, but the truth is the self-doubt clouds the self-reasoning.
That's the static.
Deep down we all know what we want. Maybe not every detail, but when we allow ourselves to get quiet and shut down the outside noise, it becomes easier to visualize our desires and trust the things that call to us. The problem is we've looked to outsiders for so long to validate what we want. Or maybe your parents had other ideas for you your whole life, so you just gave in to what others thought was best.
I'm raising my hand. This is my story. Hearing no or that's not going to get you anywhere enough times will do something to you. Okay fine, tell me what I should do then. And when it's finally time to make your own decision, you don't know how — not without seeking validation from almost anyone. Even the internet.
That's a habit we can break.
The Difference Between Static and Knowing
Waiting to feel 100% certain about something is never going to happen. Sure, some people will tell you once I know, I know. But they may have left out the pondering they did beforehand. It doesn't really matter though, because this is about you, not them.
If you're 90% sure, or if something just feels like a yes even if it doesn't fully make sense yet — take a chance on yourself. The self-doubt that creeps in is the static that scrambles the self-trust. It's the pull trying to take you astray again. Don't let yourself go down that rabbit hole. Lean into the 90% and the yes feeling.
That feeling is the difference between knowing and doubting.
The knowing feels right in your body. It's the smile that turns up the corner of your mouth when you think about the decision you just made. It's the new outfit that comes home from the store and you love it even more when you wear it — because you chose it. These decisions feel good. They feel like you. You are remembering who you are and what lights you up.
These choices feel different than the ones you make based on someone else's opinion, or because you were told it was the right thing for you. The decisions you make based on others opinions feel heavy. They leave your head spinning and send you seeking yet another opinion. When you've asked more than two people and you keep telling yourself you just can't decide — that's the moment you know the static has gotten louder than your self-trust.
For me, I feel it in my body. I get anxious. My shoulders feel heavy. Honestly, I just want to take a nap.
When that feeling shows up I ask myself: what if I didn't care what others thought? What if I stopped choosing based on what I think will be accepted? What if I just made the decision that feels good for me?
Start Here. Seriously, Just Start Here.
Make one small decision. That's it.
Go out to lunch and instead of asking what your friend is ordering, decide what you want and put down your menu. Don't pick it up again or second guess your choice. It's only lunch — one meal out of three in a day. If you don't like it, no problem.
That's your assignment this week. Pick one low stakes decision without asking anyone for their opinion. No Googling, no second guessing. Just go with what feels good to you. Start trusting the signals your body gives you.
Here are some ideas of where to start:
Say yes or no to an invitation without a paragraph of explanation
Order what you actually want at the restaurant
Send the email without reading it four more times
Buy the thing you've already decided you want
Post what you made without asking if it's good enough first
The point isn't to be 100% sure or to have everything magically work out. The point is to practice leaning into self-trust and what feels good for you. Listening to the tiny voice in your head that has been trying to tell you all along what it wants. Get still enough to listen and the outcomes will surprise you.
You Already Know. Let That Be Enough.
I get it. It's hard to lean into self-trust when by default you have been handing over your power and your decisions to others. That's why we start small. Honestly, that's how you lost track of your self-trust in the first place — tiny little moments you let others decide for you, until you forgot how to make your own decisions.
Not every decision you make will turn out. But let's be honest, the decisions you've handed off to others haven't worked out so great either.
The win in starting to make decisions for yourself again is the weight that drops from your shoulders. The ease you feel in your body. The joy you feel when you do something just because you wanted to do it. Getting dressed in the morning and loving what's hanging in your closet. These small shifts are what clears the static. The noise softens and your self-trust grows.
And as your self-trust grows, you remember what lights you up. Isn't that what life is really about — living with joy.
A gentle next step
If the noise and uncertainty is loudest at night, the to do list feels a mile long, and you wonder how you will ever get back to sleep — my free guide Closing the Mental Tabs That Keep You Up at Night was made for that moment. I created it because I needed it. It worked. Now I'm sharing it with you.
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You might also enjoy the blog post “50 Finding Yourself Quotes for the Woman Who Has Drifted from Herself”.
“Less Noise. More You.”
Frequently Asked Questions
How do I know if I'm hearing my intuition or my anxiety?
Intuition tends to give you the same answer every time you ask. It might be uncomfortable, but it doesn't change. Anxiety keeps producing new what-ifs and new reasons to wait. If your answer shifts every time you ask the question, you're probably in the loop, not your knowing.
Is it okay to ask for advice when I'm trying to make a decision?
Yes — but notice what you're asking for. If you're genuinely open to the answer, that's healthy input. If you're hoping someone will just validate what you already decided, that's outsourcing. One conversation, one trusted person. Everything past that is usually delay.
What if I've trusted myself before and been wrong?
You probably have. So has everyone, including me. But self-trust isn't the belief that you'll always be right. It's the belief that you can handle being wrong and choose again. Living with a decision you made from your own gut feels different than living with one you handed to someone else and then resented.
Why do I keep reopening decisions I already made?
Because reopening is what you were trained to do. If you spent years looking outside yourself for the answer, your brain learned to keep auditing, keep checking. It's exhausting. And you don't have to keep honoring it just because it's familiar.
What if my decision affects other people?
Make the decision honestly, communicate it clearly, and let them have their reaction. You are not responsible for managing everyone's feelings about your choices. The cleanest decisions often disappoint at least one person. That's not a sign you got it wrong. That's a sign you decided for yourself.
A gentle note from me
Everything I share here comes from my own lived experience and the work I am actively doing in my own life. This space is for reflection, encouragement, and gentle practice — it is not therapy, medical advice, or a substitute for professional mental health care. If something in this post lands heavier than you expected, or surfaces something that feels bigger than a tender moment, please reach out to a licensed therapist, counselor, or trusted healthcare provider. Coaching is a beautiful complement to that kind of support, never a replacement for it. You deserve real care.Other content you may enjoy:
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Hi! I’m Sandra
I help overwhelmed women holding it together: quiet the noise, and reclaim their joy.
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